This morning did not start off as it should have; it started off being just one of those days. It started off with what I call false accusations and truth. I for one did not know what to think about it all, so I just put it under my feet.
I knew that the truth was not going to be told, so I said what I had to say and left it alone; I am just going to let God take care of it, but it is just one of those days.
As I sit here listening to my music on my phone, my mind is wondering about home.
I wonder about my grandmother who lives all alone. I wonder if anyone has gone to see her, or just even called her on the phone.
I wonder if my family is alright though it is hard to see them, I do know that this will come to an end. But as I said, it is just one of those days.
My heart is heavy because of the lies, welled with tears are my eyes as the tears stream down my heart and soul.
I want to scream and shout!!! I want to hit and throw something , but would that make me feel good, maybe… maybe not. I just wanna run away and never return. My heart is broken into bits and pieces, but no one would know it except God, me, and the one that done it.
What to do? Lord I need You!!! As I said, it is just one of those days.
Yes, I am sad, but I am strong and I will pray… God will be with me through this and the decision that I will have to make. As I said, it is just one of those days. ©2020